Listen.  Imma be 100% real with y'all.  I had a ROUGH ass week.  I lost a homie. I've never lost a homie before..  

Yesterday I got drunk for the first time in a really long time. I hated it. Looking back, I see how this entire week I intoxicated myself to not have to think about it. I was trying to numb the sadness. I see how ridiculous that is now. I guess we all mourn differently.  

One thing that keeps me going is how full of a life my friend lived... It's motivating as hell. All week I've been working on my music.. I'm excited to be back doing something I love. Soooooo this week I'll be releasing a beat project that I recorded during this time that I took to reflect and process the death of my friend. I think he would have wanted that. Look out for "In The Loop" this week. 

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